trying to look ahead is becoming ever more difficult.

i’m caught between what i’ve always wanted and the back-up plan that has suddenly blossomed into exactly what i might need. one is very vague, with no guarantees, while the other is completely tangible, all the details filled in. i have two amazing opportunities before me, and picking between the them is going to be one of the hardest decisions i’ve had to make.

both are stellar opportunities, but they’re so vastly different and i want them both. and so i shall continue trying to have them both, in my head at least, until i’m forced to make a decision. at this point even i don’t know what i’ll choose.

check back in with me in a few weeks and hopefully my future life plans will be a bit more concrete. until then, i could use good vibes and words of wisdom : )